I was extremely frustrated only I didn't know why until I took therapy and found that I had reached my mental capacity - thus reaching my level of success. I wasn't mentally or physically able to go any higher.
Now, that I have integrated 14 alternate personalities (with more to integrate), while I function at a higher level mentally and somewhat physically, I found that if I don't get out of my "zone", I won't go any farther in life. My zone has conditioned me for 58 years to do what I have been doing.
I feel a little anxious as there is so much mental pushing I need to do AND I'm doing it a little at a time - one day at a time.
This week, is my time for mental reconditioning so I can continue to go forward, upward and onward to a much better life than the one I have been living. I have plenty of motivation and what I am finding - the one step a day closer to a new life isn't scary at all. It's exhilarating!
So here's to reconditioning my brain!